this was my attempt at sanity. this blog. this collection of thoughts and writings and emotion. but you know what I realized yesterday? having this outlet, this tiny speck in all of internetdom, will do me absolutely zero good if this is the only place I attempt sanity. because if I don't wake up every morning and say "I'm going to make this work for me", then it won't. simple as that. it's only a shame it took me so long to realize that. ok, so it took me 2 weeks. but it was a miserable two weeks! haha
tomorrow I see my shrink and my new therapist.
if I let that fact that I'm fucked up fuck me up, then that would be so fucked up!
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