this is what happens when I eat ice cream for dinner.

Is it possible to feel lost and found at the same time? I want everything and I want nothing. I wonder if this is how I'd feel if one of my toes was removed and reattached on the other foot. I am in such a weird, chill mood right now. I wish I could explain it better.

The other day I wrote a letter to a guy in jail. I'm really excited to see if he responds and to see what he has to say. I'm looking forward to having a pen pal who has a completely different life, different experiences, different and potentially similar thoughts.

I just got a chill.

muddy blues you can't refuse

The Cowpie Blues Festival does wonderful things to my soul. These guys were there. So was my cousin Josh (Motor City Josh and the Big 3). The ground was muddy, the air was cold, and I feel so fantastically chill. mmmmmmmmmmmm

the day the music died

I just realized that I've stopped singing.
I don't think I've ever wanted to come off my meds more than I do right now. And I'm having a meltdown.

the science of selling yourself short

I'm in love with John Henry. not only does he have incredible physical strength, but he understands what it is like to have nothing and he firmly believes in the power and knowledge of people over that of machines.

I'm also in love with Harrison Bergeron. he also has incredible physical and mental strength, but he is moody and willful and angry. I think he reminds me a little bit of myself, minus the physical strength thing.